I'm going to smile like nothings wrong , talk like everythings prefect , act like its all a dream and pretend it's not hurting me .

Today is the 4Th week which is already one month .

I've lost everything ,

another 5 more days to SPM .. is freaking me out ..

i just cant believe that the person i trusted is the person who always around me when i needed someone , the person who I'll never suspect , although i did cry for it but i felt that I've been fooling around all this time .i feel damn suffering , i really hope someday everything gonna be fine . i doesn't want to continue like this anymore ..

please brighten my life .