Another day .

Just came back from supper , tired but don't feel like sleeping yet . Been gamble the whole day , after breakfast gamble till just now before supper , gonna continue my mahjong again in awhile more . i realize i can't play cards ... cause i lose non stop but if i play mahjong i get to win back what i lose earlier :D happy . i try not to log in facebook but i can't , i just can't help but check him out again . :( confused , but its making everything harder ... i'm sort of can't take it anymore , sleepless night . i hate it . but luckily there's edwyn , jeslyn , family & others who cheer me up makes me smile , feel happy , forget about it . it just another day without you ... u don't even give a shit , why am i even trying ... i dunno :(