Oct the sad month

today is the 5Th day , eyes of heaven

things have changed , so do we .
I've lost everything & this is the new beginning . no matter how hard how narrow is i still have to walk till the end . go through all by myself ,i know that this incident gonna stay with me forever I'll never forget & no matter what happens i need to be strong , things will just happen without knowing , god could maybe just take away my life anytime . I've already do my part , I've tried my very best not to think not to do things that would hurt anyone .so i give up a step to you .hope that you wont do anything that hurts yourself too and I've been through more then you.and now I'm having a hard time too .

look forward .

give & take

today the 4Th day .

i went for checking today , sad thing once again happened .
there's 40% of chance to get this sickness which is i cant take it .
there's less than a month for me to get ready for my spm ,too many things happened and is all in the wrong time which i cant solve so many problem at once . I'm really confused , and I've got to do something to solve this fear and all the problem ..

TEN things I Hate About Me . because of you

Today is the 3rd day sad is all around .

many things happened , i found out alot of info also .i cant take it , is hard for me to imagine what more will happen to me . if things still continue like this non stop i'm gonna goes crazy ..

life is complicated , so do mine '

I've been through aload this days,I've been suffering,worried & I'm missing you.at least give me a call & ask how am i ? how's everything I'll be very happy for it . i don't mind what you do before , how you treat me & all. i don't mind what will people said or think about me , and i wont let people who knows, talk bad about you . I've been helping you all this time . and I'm suffering in pain . everything is getting worst , i cant forces on my studies , mood swing , my health & family . i dunno who to talk to , nobody can help me but only myself . i dunno what to do ...




i need you . i really need you .

i miss you . i need you .

This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye .
is hard for me to say goodbye.
now i'll Smile when you're around And cry when you're apart

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes?
The way she act?
The way she treat you?
The way she dress ?

i know you doesnt like me to cry , i didnt even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry.

Have to be strong .

if you doesn't wan it anymore .. pls inform !
don make people wait for you & end up you're giving people fault hope .
people change because of you & all you return is nothing but you hurt them . dont you think is too much ? dont you think you're an asshole ? uselesss ass ? i'll tell you the answer : YES , you are !!
&
towards love everyone is very selfish . so i do . is either one of them will get together with the other . that's all.

truth is very impoortant .

are u inlove ?

you get to hide everything NOW but you cant hide FOREVER ..

GOD KNOWS WHO IS THE BAD ONE . & ONE DAY YOU'LL DESERVE WHAT YOU GET !

GOD BLESS YOU .