Do you feel me ?

memory ?

2010-09-07T17:45:00.003+08:00

Raya coming... assignment due coming... phone bill coming... and a lots of stuff coming too . sigh.

i'm gonna make my day happy, cause i hate being sad because of you.

dutch or HL ?

2010-08-09T03:57:00.002+08:00

nerd me .

♥

i always wanna get rid of this shit.

Empty days .

2010-08-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

lets talk about happy stuff, going for a holiday soon !!!!! i can't wait till the day . i realize few close friends will do, too many things happen and previous few day mood was real bad , sleepless , sad , non stop crying and etc but what have done its already done , so just follow the flaw :) and one more things , now i finally see your true colour .I don't feel surprise at all if you are like this for now or before , because since the moment i mix with you alot of rumours and people are like asking me to be careful of you cause you're a fucking 2 face bitch. at first , i don't really care about it.. but now i think its really matter to me because you can't watch your bloody shit mouth and keep talking about others people stuff and the main point is that's nothing to do with you or offended you and you are also a good actress :) proud of you ! some claps maybe :D real entertaining, i feel so sorry for you that you need to act as 2 character in front of me and others but not to deny, you did a great job ! WELL DONE . So please don't act as if you care when your whole intention is to know what happen between me and Stephanie and told the whole fucking world about it. cause i don think she will appreciate such a big fav of yours. so you can just lay back and shut up :)

♥

finals are killing meeeee :(

i'm learning to love you.

2010-07-26T22:04:00.005+08:00

My day is slightly better today, exclude the period part. class in the morning but ended up reach college in the afternoon due to overslept. after class went for lunch with my brother after that went home. i realize life is always simple but its never seems easy.

I was the one who said things changed, but you were the one who showed me exactly how much they really did.Suffer and feel the pain i do. And the day you realize how much i love you, will be the day you have to realize that i dont belong to you and you no longer belong to me. And we just need to except the fact some people just stay in our hearts forever even if they dont stay in our lives!

i hope tomorrow is better thn today.

♥

Unlike you, i meant every single

word that came out of my mouth.

cupcakes love.

2010-07-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

my nineteen birthday cake :)

i don feel the love at all.

2010-07-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

when ever i tell you something , all you can say is OKAYYYYY.

i rather you shut up if you cant think of a way to comfort me.

yes. I'm not satisfied with everything. EVERY SINGLE THING.

if one day we never argue its gonna be miracle.

AND THAT DAY WILL NEVER HAPPEND.

you are not that great at all.

today was a fairytale.

2010-07-23T23:06:00.003+08:00

boohoo..

lately been rushing assignments and hack lots of stuff happened. sleepless nights :(

riding ? ;)

♥

An "ex" is called an "ex" because

it's an Example of what you shouldn't

have again in the future .

missing the old times.

2010-07-10T17:48:00.002+08:00

brothers and sisters

sigh. those moment. old times.

feel the pain now ?

RECENT ME !

2010-07-10T17:42:00.002+08:00

i know is like finally, i do something with this dead blog. lol

♥

what so ever i'm going thru now is it,

what i really want it to be ?

love is pain.

2010-06-26T16:56:00.001+08:00

hi i'm back :)

rushing assignments and exam coming :(

2010-04-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

bwahahahahahaha ....

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I would like to wish LOO JIA SHIN and ELLE SIA

HAPPY NINETEEN BIRTHDAY :D

nice rainbow .

2010-04-21T00:13:00.003+08:00

w stephanie , mk and jeff

♥

i think we saw something weird . hahhaahah .

♥

Go kart hurts .

2010-04-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

with ho yin,eddie,jordan,keith and his friends, my wifey and hubby .

i'm the only girl who play :(

as you can seee ... BLUE BLACK PURPLE . D:

signing off .

bye bye

happy nineteen birthday chili padi

2010-04-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

CHERLY YEAK . :D

happy birthday love .

we need PEACE .

2010-04-10T17:55:00.003+08:00

yesterday went melaka and pd . with classmates then mk and jeff came and find us :) will update those picture sooon :D

♥

100% sunshine .

070410

2010-04-07T17:23:00.001+08:00

once again at college mac lab .

bugs bunny :D

♥

you don deserve anything .

one of my favorite work .

2010-04-07T02:10:00.002+08:00

should continue my another 5 more poster .

just the way you look at it .

MY SKYPE ♥

2010-04-07T01:42:00.012+08:00

skype buddy . my Ku Ku boy

Name : Jordan Wong
funny
sing alot
talk alot
can talk about anything
like show me ugly faces
like play his guitar
like talk shit

__________________________________________________________________

skype buddy : my adorable brother

Name : Edwyn Chua

funny
adorable
talk cock alot
talk about some secret stuff

love skype = love me

tired

2010-04-07T01:27:00.004+08:00

buddy skype . my twins brother kin

Name : Yong Wai Kin
funny
sing alot
heart to heart talk
brother and sister secret talk

_________________________________________________________________

buddy skype . my jimmy boy

Name : Ting Ho yin
funny
cute
can talk about anything
can skype for long period of time

love me . love skype .

boo !

2010-04-07T01:24:00.003+08:00

buddy skype . my 24/7 lovely wife

Name : Jeslyn Yeo
funny
cute
can talk 24/7
help me in everyway

love skpye. love yourself

smile .

2010-04-07T01:15:00.003+08:00

buddy skype . my indian kawan

Name : Stephanie Julia Nathan
super funny
who i can talk to 24/7
love help
talk alot
cute
the one i can share all my stuff with

love skype . love yourself .

i'll learn to look away .

2010-04-07T00:40:00.005+08:00

buddy skype . my pan mee partner .

Name : low kim chun
funny joker
super blur
extreme friendly
Adele nose shit (hahahahaha)

love skype . love yourself .

look back and saw you .

everyone needs a little time to change .

2010-04-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

*sigh* keep drawing never give up :(

my work

chee ho sketch

as u can see they are all f-ing serious .

tired .

signing off .

live forever young .

Chicken rice and more .

2010-04-05T02:12:00.002+08:00

For and From my adele chow .

the cutie CSI high lighter and my croc !

love u ADELE CHOW !

miss you but ......

You make me smile . :)

2010-04-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

sunday sunny lovely happy day

went out with my KU KU Boy :D

not to forget today is also LIM JIA LIANG birthday .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

happy love .

signing off .

we smile cause we know we deserve something better .

I miss you STEPHANIE JULIA NATHAN !

2010-04-02T23:56:00.008+08:00

My wifey wake me up just to ask me to cheong-k then i rejected her , after 2 min my bro wai kin called force kao me to go and also my cutie chow chow ( cha siew pao ) straight come pick me up from my house after that we went ss15 , newway with my jimmy yin , my brother wai kin , my wifey jes and also my cha siew pao cutie adele . after that we yam cha at sunway on the way walking to kim gary bang into my piglet yin ling , melisa baby and also nick alec . i bought this super cute watermelon soft candy and adele got herself burger gummies , we super happy and excited while with all our laughs and talk while walking , i laugh too hard till i almost drop the whole pack of candy but luckily it didn't but dropped 7 piece of my little cute watermelon :( thn yam cha at kim gary with the cheong k kaki and addition added wai yian , wai ken and also antonio . happpy ! :D after that dinner at USJ2 with them and my lovely brother and my jimmy boy drop me home . and sunday its Easter day ! :D

and You know what i need to do research for my marketing assignment again . my group is giving me pressure d. i feel it guys . chill man . imma do now .

signing off .

some pictures we took in college library .

chee ho ! lol .

2face bitch !

friendship love .

2010-04-02T00:45:00.002+08:00

my new jersey :D

never want see u anymore .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE .

2010-04-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Megan kaw li peng

happy birthday my dear ,

16 years of friendship .

As you sit in silence,
Wondering why
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
Until your tears run dry.

When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.

part of my list .

APRIL FOOL !

2010-04-01T00:48:00.001+08:00

FOOL ME FOOL ME SAY THAT YOU DO ME ?

bastard child :D

Count the garden by the flowers, never by the leaves that fall. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll.

2010-03-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

i'm sick .

nothing left to say but goodbye .

SUPER FATTENING .

2010-03-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

I want it to be my birthday cake this year .

woohooo .

Meta Meat Cake

Four types of sausage, bratwurst, chorizo, ground beef, ground pork, diced ham, Canadian bacon, pepperoni, hickory smoked bacon, hot cappy, queso blanco, provolone and sharp cheddar, wrapped in sausage, bacon and cheese ball dough and baked. Then decorated with American, cheddar squeeze cheese and bacon strips.

its time to forget u and bring him into my life .

signing off

bye bye .

u look so cute , i'm falling for you day by day .

♥

2010-03-28T03:41:00.009+08:00

From keith camera .

act cute *rolling eyes *

wifey .

us .

Natalie choo

otw to our car .

back to my assignment :(

bye bye .

Prank call !

i'll love you only if u're deeply madly inlove with me .

2010-03-27T20:23:00.006+08:00

last night , went up Genting with my wifey , my Jordan , Keith and one of his friend . it's fucking cold ... like seriously . and guess what ? I met Natalie and her boyfriend Patrick there . before that were in one utama with my wifey and also my silly je yue . we had our dinner at sushi zanmai and he bought me a bracelet from Perlini's silver . happy ! In the afternoon , i went state do my IC with Hui sien , Aaron and also Kim chun . after that yam cha at central point Starbucks .

Picture i took last night when we're at genting ; old town , there's more in keith camera .

4-ups

me and keith .as u can see jordan and keith try to be skinny /slim.
me and jordan .
Gay .
us bahh .. is time to complete my assignment again .

another 15 more poster to go :(

signing off .

xoxo.

even if i fall i'll catch myself . i don need you anymore .

sometimes ....

2010-03-25T23:28:00.003+08:00

我不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了.说要离开，我是伤心了，是你让我失望了.明知道我们之间没有未来，我却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是我太贱，我只是舍不得 .

故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是我花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎我一点 .我不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是不够自

信，你接到电话短信时，是否也同样的想念我.
我不是不知道你还有别的女人，我选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开我的借口总是在你面前假装很开心，不是没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

Sigh . fuck regular life .

Kiss me, Kiss me Say that you miss me

2010-03-23T21:34:00.003+08:00

my nerdy face .

bahh ... assignment is driving me crazy . how i wish i got a bag of magic dust or stick :(

i got too little time to complete my stuff :( not enough time .

sigh . signing off .

bye bye .

if only you could see me now .

Epic .

2010-03-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

memories .

once again . i'm done with my feelings .

dot dot dot .

2010-03-21T15:57:00.003+08:00

sad case : Attendance of art & design fundamentals FINAL warning .

my mum killed me .. but i'm strong , i still alive . hahaha .

life is just funny !

爱过

2010-03-21T15:26:00.000+08:00

人行道没有行人走过镜子里的我很不像我自从你离开了我变得很软弱你的影子在每一个角落.好像是在提醒着我少了你的陪伴我现在有多寂寞.我想我可以习惯一个人生活,我想我可以假装不曾爱过冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我.感觉如果要走谁能说No,在记忆里面擦去你的承诺爱情怎么会是这个结果,爱情是个梦而我睡过头.

Nemo birthday celebration

2010-03-21T00:12:00.004+08:00

Venue : Pavilion , rainforest .

hmm ... so him .

**spot MR. CRAB . my new friend :D

his dead drunk , the brothers .

♥

happier seeing you . i think it's more than enough .

AHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

2010-03-17T21:22:00.001+08:00

i hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u !!!!!!!!!

HURTS ME SO BADLY . ahhhhhhh !!!!!!

Is my Skype Kaki birthday .

2010-03-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday old man .

Mr .kim chun

old and active . lol

i love teddy as much as i love u my dear .

2010-03-16T22:03:00.001+08:00

its so easy to fake a smile .

_____________________________________________________________________

i''ve enough of it . can i take a break !

i love you too ..

2010-03-15T00:35:00.003+08:00

wifey love hubby

LOVE

YOU

smile & wave **

Should be more understanding .

2010-03-15T00:09:00.004+08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道,女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道.女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气,因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道,女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠叨,也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道,假若她不喜欢你,她根本不会来在乎你关心你,怕你做错事情。

你要知道,假若她不喜欢你,她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她,在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道,假若她不喜欢你,你根本就没有本事让她哭泣,让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

这一切都只是因为她喜欢你,而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

于是,你们时常争吵,你认为她脾气不好,她认为你不够迁就她。

于是,你们总是冷战,你以为她不喜欢你,她以为你不在乎她。

于是,你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过,也许擦身而过,本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

要知道,凄美依然是美的一种,并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑,那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你,所以她偶尔冲你发火,时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你,所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你,她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道,每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的,晶莹剔透,但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道,每个女孩子都是不设防的,你那么轻易就闯进她的心,走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道,这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人,因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持,她会很骄傲,她会很冷淡,她总是嘴里说着你走开,心里却一直叫你留下。

请你张开你的耳朵,也请你打开你的心,去听她心里真正的呼唤,而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身,然后她跟着你转身,当侧身而过的时候,你看不见她的泪,滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她,请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她,请你多宠她；

如果你喜欢她,请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她,请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里,总是彼此伤害,彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是,爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她,她爱你,如此就已经足够.不要试图让彼此的伤害,让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱,你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐,不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战,不要互不相让,更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道,你离去的时候,你的眼睛起了雾,她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越传,这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合,那些伤口曾经存在,抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱,用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你,她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战,因为冷战带来的伤害,超出你的预计.也请记住,只要你喜欢她,没有什么是你接受不了的,只要你喜欢她,就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住,她喜欢你,她需要的不是你真的转身,她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她,想你抱她,哪怕,没有道歉

♥

Nothing gonna change my love for you .

2010-03-13T23:50:00.004+08:00

wake up in the afternoon , skype with jeslyn and je yue . after that je yue picked me up we go for meatballs session with my wifey Jeslyn , my cutie Edwyn , my hubby Hui sien , my zooper silly Je yue , my sweetest sister Arie , joe and his friends . supposed to go maison but parents talk alot so I've decided to be good , stay in but feel super emo , want have fun with them now so badly . ahhhh !!! luckily i got my Arie she'll skype with me .

so camwhore at home :(

when i'm still normal .

STARTING to be crazy ...

box you !

lala enough ? hahaha

got an idea ...

hmmmm ...

better think wisely . before i make any decision .

4ups .

thinking ....

stilll thinking ...

super stress thinking ....

give up thinking .

start playing around d . hahahahaha .

LOVE YOU (ew)

one thing i can be sure , our love will last forever .

bunny without bunnies ear .

2010-03-13T14:33:00.002+08:00

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

waiting . still waiting . patient waiting .

wait forever ? :(

somehow blonde is even smarter thn you cause u're plain dumb . lol

2010-03-12T02:11:00.003+08:00

No matter how emo am i , when i think of You . i'll straight laugh . You're always the joke of my day and You can never fail to make me laugh ! thanks sweet heart . ♥

you think what u do will make me feel jealous ?

sorry you're wrong !

i won't cause u're the stupidest girl i've ever seen in this world .

tsk tsk poor thing . attention sicker till this kind of situation .sigh .

*suggestion*

you can actually dress up like a christmas tree . i'm sure everyone will pay fully attention on you . ;)